Well, its somewhat like this...You love this plant, you want it to grow and one day hope to see it bloom...so you plant this seed in the most fertile soil that you have prepared with all your heart and start by watering it daily...The thing is plants cant listen to or be controlled by you.. It just waits for the perfect timing for water to absorb and proper sunlight to grow...It must be constantly monitored and properly cared for...If im not wrong, 90% or even more of its growth is dependent on nature's or a better word;God's timing...No matter how fast or slow you want the flower to bloom, its all in His timing, it takes a lot of patience!!I know this, all i have to do is act, know more about the flower, understand its conditions, water it...and wait....

Our last moments!!sigh, Canoe rocks still!!!

Hah! a gym friend who was interested in christianity came asking me, what is sin? will God still love us even though we sin? well, i used to give my model answer by saying sin is doin something bad and is wrong in God's eyes and you'll eventually die because of it..but i realised it isn't as simple as it is and its kinda harsh because hes a non christian..then i thought of the I things that i've been seeing lately, like I mode, I 1 plus and all sorts and this thought came in...See, the devil was once an angel but because of self centeredness, wanting the power equal to God and having the will that God could not touch that angel got thrown into hell, and because of that, the devil deceives us to also be self centered and have all the earthly possessions which thus causes us to lie, cheat, steal...sIn...all self centeredness, another is prIde!!I in the middle...

But then as i explained to him, God is a loving God and For john 3:16...instead of death, we live because of Him!!so the other part is allowing Him to enter into your life...He says-Behold i stand on the door and knock and its a choice for u to allow Him to enter...then he shot back by sayin other people from other church(no names) have been forcing him into christianity, thats bad!!well,my answer to him would be.. God didnt say Behold! i stand on the door and have a SWAT team with me and ram through, and if you don't accept me, i'll zap u with my toy gun!! NO!! its the choice of yours, we do this out of love, not gaining souls by force...

These 2 weeks has been full of exercise again man!!have been swimmin, badminton, running, gym and all sorts!! shiok sia!! okok makin somone jealous...hehe...Birthday was fun, not only tao pok from church but mostly from canoeing, after piling me, when i get up, pile again...got quite a few cakes and got surprised with a tiramisu!whoa that was the best!!heartful thanks!!..Music and lyrics was cool man!!Seriously a memorable one!!..Well, its gonna be another weekof tanning and sports to keep up!! the next shall be

Sunday is a gooood day!!!

Well, to put it simply, it started with the end of the pri school and because of one subject, yeah just one, the one i knew i coulden't even get a pass;Chinese, it pulled me all the way down...If i could have only listen to my mum..but i didn't, when it came secondary school, i did the same thing again, focused so much on my strong subjects and Totally negleting the weak ones..Because of that,i was awarded with another year...it was that period that i got closer to Him, growing from a kid who knows Jesus only as a sweets and toys provider to someone who listens and wants to have a conversation with you, like adults!!...It started during my SSLE-Secondary School Leaving Examination...I was seriously struggling with my A math and sciences because of the years of negleting...the fear of me failing and not seein my friends was one thing but more importantly, losing my future!!..so i prayed and each time i started studying, i prayed..and to my amazement, i started having fun with the subjects and asking lots of questions!!because of that, when the final paper arrived, i could remember well because why?i remembered through the times i had fun with it!!And He was there along with me having Fun!!When my results came out, i smiled and said..The joy of the Lord is my strength!!I didn't hear any thing, i didnt see anything, i just acted in faith..

My next goal!!Doing that with my K boat!!yee hah!!

This week has been the exercise week! practically i have been doin intensive exercise like canoeing, gym, Badminton!(anaa i got the spelling right..) and running!one of the days was like this, i wake up juz to play 4 straight hours of non stop badminton, then run 4 clicks then after everything, intensive gym for endurance! till night...whoa......Shiok man!!