Saturday, June 30, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Exams this coming week!!wow, this time round the feeling is different, its stressful but managable, Ah well, i focus on the end result! in which thats where all the fun is!!see thats the thing that i've learnt from many people.. mainly seniors and the elders, most importantly, God...learning to face your fears and smile at the storm!!Honestly, its not easy, neither is it impossible!..impossible is a word that only men use to describe the inability to achive with His/Her strength and this doesnt exist in God's language!..because to Him, he breaks the word up!!! its I'm possible...
So back to the point, i have stage fright, honestly...i will shake and the sudden chill will over power me to a point where it smashes my thoughts and in the end, BOTH the croud and i show the same face!...but how did i conquer it?with Christ, he held my hand when i stood up, he supported my spine when i spoke, he cooled my mind and thoughts...i started speaking with a smile and although there was fear!, i faced it and after that, i didnt have to BLOG on it anymore...it was gone Completely and even if the thought came back, it didnt attack me, why? Because i conquered it!!!With Christ!!!...I say this because i like that rose, and i dont want that rose to get hurt, thats why im angry...
So back to the point, i have stage fright, honestly...i will shake and the sudden chill will over power me to a point where it smashes my thoughts and in the end, BOTH the croud and i show the same face!...but how did i conquer it?with Christ, he held my hand when i stood up, he supported my spine when i spoke, he cooled my mind and thoughts...i started speaking with a smile and although there was fear!, i faced it and after that, i didnt have to BLOG on it anymore...it was gone Completely and even if the thought came back, it didnt attack me, why? Because i conquered it!!!With Christ!!!...I say this because i like that rose, and i dont want that rose to get hurt, thats why im angry...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Whow this has been an experience..An exhaustingly exciting one...imagine the scene of which you are in the airport just minutes away from leaving Singapore to a place in your dreams like Italy!!or to any country of your preference...at the same time, activites tire you down but the look on all their faces wakes me up, recharges me and converts all tiredness into this feeling that 'transcends all understanding'(quotable quotes)...My voice has become like some frog trying to speak human...i cant talk anymore, But dont worry! Silence is the most commanding expression!!..
Heh, you should try using pmc-Donald trump's new toy telescope!! a little heavy with a little screws to hold them together but its cool!!.. feels like Captain jack sparrow looking through that hole and revealing before his eyes what is about to happen to him!!...just that in this case,that lens made me see worship from a Whole new angle!!...=)
I seriously dont know what to expect, how to act, what to do, what to pray for or worse, what is expected of me...its the feeling of being clearly blur, painfully hyper!!.....face Filled! with blanks..thoughtfully absent minded...visibly blind...ok lame.....basically just expecting the unexpected...I asked Him, Show me your Glory, thats all, not knowing.., it has already been shown...
The part that Ympacted my life most....God moving youths from being a FRIENDSTER writing testimonials online into becoming a Broster and Sister using their experience with Him to craft their testimonials on people's heart...=)
I seriously dont know what to expect, how to act, what to do, what to pray for or worse, what is expected of me...its the feeling of being clearly blur, painfully hyper!!.....face Filled! with blanks..thoughtfully absent minded...visibly blind...ok lame.....basically just expecting the unexpected...I asked Him, Show me your Glory, thats all, not knowing.., it has already been shown...
The part that Ympacted my life most....God moving youths from being a FRIENDSTER writing testimonials online into becoming a Broster and Sister using their experience with Him to craft their testimonials on people's heart...=)
Monday, June 18, 2007
Friday, June 8, 2007
A dream...is a non existant reality in a form of events that you experience in your mind, thoughts and visions...You usually think of it because you would like it to happen even if its perfect or ideal, especially when it is something that you THOUGHT you would never be able to have or experience...In layman terms, its a wonderful experience that ONLY appears in your mind..have you ever experienced that?Im sure many would have..this is the closest explaination i can give...
Imagine yourself being in that dream...having what you imagined surround you...having what you THOUGHT you would never experience or want happen!...Wow!!..that would be awesome!! Well the problem comes back to my first point-Imagine yourself being in that dream...what i mean is lets dream that your dream came true.... The whole cycle repeats when you wake up and sleep again or worse, when reality contradicts your dream...
I think i'm that dream; an experience or reality that exists only during a sleep and kept in the back of a mind in the morning...or occasionally when reality contradicts...I had a dream 2 years ago, something i never would have expected in reality why? because it only existed in my Mind and i had 100% assurance that it would never happen....until recently, with one great God, i just saw part of my dream transform into Reality...
Imagine yourself being in that dream...having what you imagined surround you...having what you THOUGHT you would never experience or want happen!...Wow!!..that would be awesome!! Well the problem comes back to my first point-Imagine yourself being in that dream...what i mean is lets dream that your dream came true.... The whole cycle repeats when you wake up and sleep again or worse, when reality contradicts your dream...
I think i'm that dream; an experience or reality that exists only during a sleep and kept in the back of a mind in the morning...or occasionally when reality contradicts...I had a dream 2 years ago, something i never would have expected in reality why? because it only existed in my Mind and i had 100% assurance that it would never happen....until recently, with one great God, i just saw part of my dream transform into Reality...
A dream...is a non existant reality in a form of events that you experience in your mind, thoughts and visions...You usually think of it because you would like it to happen even if its perfect or ideal, especially when it is something that you THOUGHT you would never be able to have or experience...In layman terms, its a wonderful experience that ONLY appears in your mind..have you ever experienced that?Im sure many would have..this is the closest explaination i can give...
Imagine yourself being in that dream...having what you imagined surround you...having what you THOUGHT you would never experience or want happen!...Wow!!..that would be awesome!! Well the problem comes back to my first point-Imagine yourself being in that dream...what i mean is lets dream that your dream came true.... The whole cycle repeats when you wake up and sleep again or worse, when reality contradicts your dream...
I think i'm that dream; an experience or reality that exists only during a sleep and kept in the back of a mind in the morning...or occasionally when reality contradicts...I had a dream 2 years ago, something i never would have expected in reality why? because it only existed in my Mind and i had 100% assurance that it would never happen....until recently, with one great God, i just saw part of my dream transform into Reality...
Imagine yourself being in that dream...having what you imagined surround you...having what you THOUGHT you would never experience or want happen!...Wow!!..that would be awesome!! Well the problem comes back to my first point-Imagine yourself being in that dream...what i mean is lets dream that your dream came true.... The whole cycle repeats when you wake up and sleep again or worse, when reality contradicts your dream...
I think i'm that dream; an experience or reality that exists only during a sleep and kept in the back of a mind in the morning...or occasionally when reality contradicts...I had a dream 2 years ago, something i never would have expected in reality why? because it only existed in my Mind and i had 100% assurance that it would never happen....until recently, with one great God, i just saw part of my dream transform into Reality...
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
School was fun today!!So is the new sony Eriksson!!the camera function is cool man!!pictures were clear and my class mates were playing with it till my batt low..haiyah, typical..so far i find this better then Nokia..sound quality is cool too!!..anyway, projects are more or less cleared, left with 2 major ones to be presented and handed in by thursday and friday!! and after that..HOLS!!! but more like study hols, have MST(Mid Session Test)...=( sian...
Saturday, June 2, 2007
Finally!!the theory part of my ca1 is over!!now staying up late to complete all projects for presentation in week 8 which is currently in our academic calender, next week...2 out of 5 of them are quite challenging and one of the 2 is worse because we have a tutor who has a Boss kind of attitude where we hae to find all the answers ourselves!!but we still manage to survive!! Anyway, Shrek 3 was funny lah!! who says it wasnt! just that the story line was a little lame...
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