Ahh, its been a long time man since blogging again, seems like time is hungry Four Seconds!!every moment in OCBC is like meticulously squessing grapes in a vast beautiful grape vine in Italy!!! on the contrary, work here has been fruitful altough at times i have to do some trivial stuff like harmonising with the photocopying machine and rapping with the shredding machine in preparation for a corporate seminar, ONE mistake i make, just ONE and you'll see my boss singing an opera and turning me into slim shreddy..

yah, as dreadful as it sounds, i have to memorise notes to back my stringent boss in case she forgets when talking to clients, photocopy 200 sets of 28 pages in 1 hour, bind them in half an hour and transport them in 10 minutes to Fullerton..

Many things i have learnt like cracking my brain to improve a particualr product and fighting to impress my boss but overall, its not the money i'm aiming for, its the EXPERIENCE!!! one of which is like this...

If you look at a seed, what do you see? do you see a pulp, a tree, fruits it bears?the age of the tree? the usefullness of the tree? or weather this seed is able to produce another of its kind?...many a times we focus too much on the characteristic and the ability of the type of plant rather than focusing on the natural elements or in this context God's control..its like placing a powerful and useful oak tree in th middle of a semi furtile land...

In a parallel context, you can never find a plant, tree nor any greenary that grows backwards in time to be younger and the height it used to be...the water is sufficient, God gave adequate sunlight and climates...have you ever realised after 3-5 days, the plant grows and not realising after a year could grow even taller than you?well i know...it takes time to realise that this tree has grown, how you wish this young plant you used to see could beautify the environment so well when without knowing, it has a larger responsibility, role and purpose in th environment; sustaining the health of this earth...

Whow!! seems like the stone age is over man!! havent been blogging for a long time, well have bene really busy with work in OCBC=), its kinda fun and at the same time stressful!! Imagine having to learn totally new things as quick as 5 breaths, apply it as fast as 10 breaths and Impressing your supervisor in one breath!!gosh..Weeell...this is one of the advantages of being in a poly, you get to understand what your parents mean when they say ENJOY your studies while you can coz when you enter into the corporate world, its no more the simple reminder of teachers telling you to clear your homework but rather your life being dependent on it now..

Hai, 20...thats 2 decades...SIAN......

I cannot do everything but still i can do something and because i cannot do everything, i will not refuse to do the something that i can do

Its a lot like law, the problem with it is-there is no colour other then black and white...Much Understanding is needed as logic and practicality must be present!...still so tough because of the stringency and the degree of relation you make to real life situations..effort, although tiring is needed...Sometimes being too hard on it can cause your emotions to be externalized and have great effect on others...My class is one such secnerio, easily bickering and especially when it comes to small things, their forte is exponentials...Pushing your anger to others is not right..

Even if it is stressing..I know and trust He is there...Its not much about pinning your ears back but more about the ability to see then and support even if it seemingly means nothing...the heart means everything...its like a whale slappin your face, and prefer facing the friction of sand back into the sea...even if that one heartful person cant push that tonne, at least he knew he gave effort, watered with his bare hands and sustained its life...